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Was in a good mood considering i managed to meet-up with quite afew of my friends today.


but i ABSOLUTELY HATE IT WHEN I COME BACK HOME AND THINGS ARE SCREWED UP.

many a time people do things while im not around, normally out of kindness.

BUT LITTLE DID THEY KNOW THAT THEY WOULD SCREW UP SOMETHING SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER.

my monitor stand is spoilt now because of technical reasons that someone in my house did not know of while "tidying up" my room.

i acknowledge and is grateful for the fact that they help me tidy my room and stuff whilst im outside.

but PLEASE CHECK WITH ME BEFORE DOING ANYTHING BEFORE YOU CAN JUST SCREW SOMETHING UP.


ARGH IM FRUSTRATED AND ANGSTY NOW AND I PROBABLY CANT GET TO SLEEP AND IT'LL AFFECT MY WORK TOMORROW ALL BECAUSE SOMEONE SPOILT MY MONITOR STAND...

crap. im getting so petty and out-of-control-emotional.

i guess i hate coming home and see-ing things degrade and not being the way they're supposed to be.

sigh...now i have to fix my monitor instead of chillax-ing before i sleep....

>.>


anyway... moral of the story learnt : always check with others/owner before doing something to their belongings if you're not sure how its done.

Friendship

I've been missing out on some stuff lately.

Took me awhile to realise that friendship is like a relationship. In fact, its a FORM of relationship.

All relationships need effort to maintain and foster well.

I guess i've not been doing my part =/

Will bear in mind that in the future!


Signing Off,
-Khai

Tired.

What can I say?

It's so tiring to put on a facade and pretend all's fine and dandy when its not.

Sigh, how much longer can I keep this up?

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Some people tell me that putting on facades is to be insecure.

I may not agree, but it is sure as hell tiring to do it all the time.

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I guess I just need some time to reassert myself and to start living life for myself and not others.

But on the other hand, 我不入地獄,誰入地獄.

Cliche sounding, but so damn true =/



Signing Off,
-Khai

掉了 - Rendition

1st Rendition ever posted. Yes it sucks. no editing with softwares, extremely raw attempt... just my handphone and backing music...

Song rightly recites my feelings right now... =/


http://www.jukeboxalive.com/audio_play_offsite.php?mid=3087171

Life as a NSF

-NS-
I'm extremely glad that I'm in where I am now, regardless of the occasional disappointments.

-Friends and Family-
Pretty okay, nothing major but contented nevertheless.

-Future-
Unknownn >.> have not decided what really to do in teh future...

-Overall-
Not bad, could be better, glad that its not worse.


Hmm, its almost midnight and I know I've a long day tomorrow so shall keep this 1st post on this "new" blog short.

To be updated regularly in the future! *note to myself*


Take care people, and keep in contact.


Signing Off,
-Khai